Stretch
One day, on his way to work, on the train, Raymond realized the
Rapture had happened. At first, it only looked like two or three
people disappeared; his train was mostly still full. Then, he
looked through the windows between train cars and saw that the
neighboring car—one that was no doubt full for rush hour
last he checked—was half empty, maybe more. People were
standing there and then they were not. No puff of smoke, no bright
light, nothing. It was like turning off a television, losing reception,
cutting a signal.
Raymond’s first concern was the train operator. He all but
expected this L train to whip around the next corner, off the
tracks, sending the cars careening into the perplexed street below.
But the train slowed into a turn, the operator clearly a sinner
and likely unaware that the Rapture just occurred.
There was confusion on the train, some of the more sensitive types
getting tears in their eyes, even crying outright in burst of
sobs, but for the most part it was peaceful. Raymond made eye
contact with a stranger sitting across the way, but they didn’t
say anything, following the standard social cues of no small talk
on the train during rush hour, cues established long before the
Christians were gathered.
After four or five minutes, Raymond heard someone on the other
end of the train speak up, to another stranger. “Do you
think that was it?” she asked.
“Must’ve been,” the stranger, a man, responded.
“You religious?”
“Used to be.”
And more silence as Raymond turned to stare out the window, peering
down at the streets. The honking levels quickly rose, as empty
cars had spun into trees or run into each other or simply rested
idly at level stop lights. A few people were dripping out of their
homes, some more emotional than others, but the majority simply
drove around the empty cars or continued past the frightened people,
onward to work, like avoiding physical exchanges with homeless,
ill peddlers.
“Should we all do something?” one gentleman shouted
to the remainder of Raymond’s train car.
“What can we do?” a woman shouted back. “We’re
here. They’re not.”
By then, riders began realizing they might know Christians who
were gathered and began making phone calls, calls that grew increasingly
fervent, worrisome, tearful and bordering on furious. Raymond
thought about checking in on his mom, but there was no doubt she
was still around. She used to volunteer at an abortion clinic
and uses God’s name in vain more often than not.
Raymond had some acquaintances, a couple closer friends, and some
coworkers who may have been gathered, but he’d take them
as they came. Sooner or later, you’d all find out who was
gathered, and who wasn’t.
*
* * * *
The Chicago Loop was still bustling, maybe boasting a few less
suited men with briefcases and heeled women with stern looks,
and Raymond proceeded to work as always, on the tenth floor of
a Michigan Avenue high-rise. It wasn’t his usual doorman.
The talk of the elevator was an L train that did crash, killing
10, on the Pink Line. Raymond was strangely relieved that it wasn’t
the Brown or Blue Lines, with their atheistic hipsters, urban
students and jaded city dwellers whose livelihoods were squashed
in the economic downturn. The damage would have been greater if
no one in the derailed train had already vanished in the Rapture.
No one mentioned planes dropping from the sky or space shuttles
careening into the earth, so the damage may have only been slight.
But it was still early, Raymond thought, and the reports would
surely start coming in.
“Good morning, Linda,” he said to the blonde at the
front desk of his accounting firm, who ignored him, on the phone
with a bloodshot stare. He grabbed a copy of the Red Eye off her
counter.
He set his briefcase on his desk and looked around the office.
So far, it was as expected: the good, the best, the best of the
best, all missing. Raymond’s friends, at their neighboring
cubicles, were already in.
“Can you believe this?” Raymond said, because what
else could he?
“It was bound to happen sooner or later,” Mike said,
at the desk to the right.
“It’s pretty sad,” said Lisa, to the left. “Families
being separated and all that. We should all probably go home and
assess the damage, figure things out, regroup for tomorrow.”
“Nah,” said Raymond. “We’d all just end
up watching TV. Life goes on.”
Raymond took off his jacket, hung it on the back of his chair
as always and sat down, booting up his computer. “Is Jack
in?”
His boss, Jack, would surely be in. Jack: the lying, cheating,
womanizing, obscene pseudo-agnostic, with a brilliant mind for
numbers. He could be the spokesperson for those not gathered,
if they ever needed one.
“Not yet,” said Lisa. “He’s usually early.
Maybe someone close to him disappeared. Or not. He could just
be late.”
Raymond began working diligently. He had a big meeting at 3 p.m.
* * * * *
As the day grew onward, no one had heard from Jack. He wasn’t
picking up his phone, its voicemail box quickly filling. It was
as if he vanished with the others.
He couldn’t have, Raymond was positive, not with the good
people. Not if there was any truth to the Rapture.
To take his mind off of it, Raymond turned to CNN and their live
web updates. Small tragedies came to light across the globe. A
baseball team’s bus plowed into a guardrail on the highway
and capsized. Several surgeons left the operating table mid-surgery.
One airplane was harshly landed by a flight attendant with only
injuries, albeit some severe. A construction site building a church
in Atlanta suffered a string of accidents, with several deaths
after multiple gatherings. That’s what the news decided
to call them, when people were taken—gatherings.
There was more space to stretch in the break room, and the refrigerator
wasn’t bursting at the seams. Raymond didn’t mind
that so much.
When it hit 3 p.m. and Jack still wasn’t there, and the
meeting had to be put off until he was, Raymond became concerned.
It was clear that his new worst fears had been realized: Jack
was gathered and Raymond wasn’t. The motherfucker who once
hit on a woman in a wedding dress is living the good life.
“Do you guys seriously think Jack made it?” he asked.
“Probably,” said Lisa. “I mean, we haven’t
heard from him. Maybe he was one of those secret Christians. Like
MC Hammer.”
“Doesn’t it bother you that he made it and we didn’t?”
Raymond scoffed back.
“Doesn’t matter much now,” said Mike. “Unless
there’s going to be another round of gatherings.”
Raymond stood up. He grabbed his briefcase, slammed it closed,
and draped his jacket over his arm. He reached for his hat, too,
but he didn’t wear one today, or ever.
“I can’t believe that,” said Raymond. “I’m
going to find him. I’m going to go out there and get Jack.
I’m sure he’s at home, sitting on his ass, pretending
he cares about all the stuff that’s happening out there.”
As Raymond turned to leave on his spiteful voyage, he noted Lisa
and Mike shrugging at one another, and then returning to the Martin
account, one of the big ones.
* * * * *
There was a strange, somber mood as Raymond passed fellow wanderers.
Most kept their chins down, staring at the sidewalk, not too different
than usual. It turned out global happenings did not necessarily
bring those who remained together.
Raymond felt a cold breeze on the nape of his neck, colder than
usual, especially for spring. Jack lived in a condo just north
of the Loop, so Raymond had to cross the Chicago River, green
from pollution and sewage of past years. There was a boat in the
middle, bobbing in the water, unmoving, presumably unmanned. It
was hours since the Rapture, so Raymond assumed it was either
a Christian cruise or a few of the many remaining Chicagoans who
needed to be alone with their thoughts, and their failure.
Raymond hadn’t walked to Jack’s place in nearly two
years, when he was invited over for a baby shower in the guise
of an important, expectantly mandatory work function. It was around
the same time of year, but outside it was warmer, and more lively,
but crowded and smellier. At the shower, Jack was pretending to
not be as happy as he was, a faux cynicism to maintain a tough-guy
facade. In actuality, the attempt made him appear to be even more
of a dick in real life than anyone had anticipated.
At the next corner Raymond passed, a man with a microphone stood
on a milk crate, shouting that the end times were upon them, and
that Jesus had returned to gather his followers and destroy what
remained. The man waved a Bible in his other hand, but triumphantly.
It appeared strange to Raymond and likely to all those who knew
what just happened that morning: this man’s Bible a key
that apparently didn’t open the right lock.
* * * * *
Raymond always remembered Jack’s building as a den of activity,
where the elite shuffled about at all hours, somehow, probably
because they all achieved higher earning levels and lifestyles
than the 40-hour workers. The activity was still there, just more
somber, with a few extra homeless people thrown in the mix, clearly
after wandering aimlessly, confused, but now less angry than in
the morning.
He buzzed unit 305 in the lobby and waited for Jack’s voice,
and waited, and waited some more, for no voice.
“Damn it!” Raymond screamed. He turned. If Jack wasn’t
enjoying his day off doing nothing, he had to have been in some
other country, or spiritual realm.
Jack’s wife Rachel didn’t even notice Raymond as she
flew past him with her key out in the lobby, on her cell phone,
screaming. “I don’t know, Karen! I really don’t
know!”
“Rachel!” Raymond yelled, as he couldn’t let
her leave. Connecting with someone felt like a rarer feat to him
all of a sudden.
Rachel turned and froze. “I have to go, Karen,” and
hung up her phone. She thrust forward, grabbing Raymond by the
lapels of his jacket. “Have you seen him? Have you seen
Jack?”
Raymond shook his head. Rachel pushed him away and stared at the
ground.
She kicked the floor. “Sorry,” she said. “Sorry.
I don’t remember your name.”
“Ray.”
“Sure,” she said. “I’m going to go upstairs
and check the machine. Maybe he left a message.”
Rachel fumbled for her keys without looking up and inserted them
into the door.
“Was he gathered?” Raymond asked.
“If he was, it must have been mistaken identity,”
replied Rachel.
“Let’s keep looking then,” said Raymond.
Pausing and breathing, Rachel then removed her keys from the door
and fumbled them back into her pocket. She turned to Raymond and
gestured for the door. “You’re right.”
* * * * *
One block south and two blocks east, Raymond and Rachel passed
a construction site, abandoned and in disarray. Two workers in
their bright orange vests lounged against the wire fence lining
the sidewalk. They stared at a loose pile of dirt, penetrating
and unsure.
Police cars surrounded a building across the street, one cop holding
a megaphone to his side and staring straight up. Raymond followed
the cop’s gaze, spotting a young woman standing on the ledge
of the roof of the 10-story high-rise office tower. He was surprised
that this was the first suicide attempt he bumped into today.
“Jack left for work this morning as usual, said he’d
walk. Said it was warm enough to forego a cab or something,”
said Rachel. “I called what’s-her-face at the front
desk at your work. Nothing.”
“Was he a churchgoer?” asked Raymond to make small
talk, positive of the answer.
“Just for weddings,” said Rachel. “But he was
the first one out when they ended.”
Raymond suggested tracing Jack’s path to work, even though
Rachel already had, twice. He didn’t want to underestimate
the power of a second set of eyes, or a calmer mindset.
For once, though, Raymond’s subdued, laidback demeanor fit
in during a crisis. Besides Rachel and that woman on the roof,
people droned out of their offices like zombies. There was little
fighting the Rapture, fewer tears. It was as if a day’s
work encouraged resignation. Capitalism was still in check, and
there was a line outside the Starbucks by Merchandise Mart.
As they crossed back over the river, Rachel pointed down to the
Riverwalk, the stretch of sidewalk under Wacker Drive that provided
a front-row seat for the discolored river waters. Police were
cleaning up a broken scene. A taxi was crushed and in pieces,
the hood flung open, shards of glass surrounding it. The event
was clear: As the cab drove through the light on Wacker, the driver
was gathered, and the car continued on its speedy taxi-driver
path off the road, sideways down the opening where the stairs
took tourists from the busy street to the empty Riverwalk below,
the vehicle mashing headfirst into the cement sidewalk. It was
smashed so badly it sat at a three-fourths angle, like the right
side was hovering thanks to the deconstructed left side.
“They’ve been trying to clean up that mess since this
morning,” said Rachel. “They probably have so much
to deal with they had to get to the larger disasters first.”
Paramedics lifted two distant bodies pulled from the wreckage
onto gurneys. They were tall.
“You’re sure Jack wouldn’t have grabbed a cab,
right? Should we check on that?”
“I’m sure he wouldn’t” said Rachel. “If
only to spite me that I thought it was too cold to walk.”
Raymond agreed with the assessment, but he had to see the accident.
He was disappointed in how few action flick-style accidents and
explosions resulted from the gatherings, and here he had a shot
to discover some actual results, a horrible tale to share at cocktail
parties. With the decadent still roaming the streets, Raymond
knew there’d be more cocktail parties.
He hopped down the stairs to the Riverwalk, not with a spring
in his step, but a hustle, the way you move when you’re
alone and have no reason to linger. Rachel stayed several steps
behind.
The cops had the scene taped off, of course, but Raymond was able
to get within feet of the accident, to the point where a piece
of windshield sat at his left foot. It was a mess. Only up close
could Raymond see the pieces of wood lying to the sides of the
cab, scraps of a bench that it careened into, hopefully unoccupied.
The damage in front of him proved to Raymond what he’d been
considering all day—that we do a lot to help other people
in what we don’t do, in not driving off the road or letting
construction sites go to hell.
“Is everyone okay?” Raymond asked the nearest cop,
assuming it would be the simplest question to get an answer to.
The cop looked at Raymond and laughed. “What’s it
look like, buddy? There was a guy in the backseat and a guy on
the bench, just sitting there, thinking or something.”
The paramedics started wheeling away the bodies, back into Lower
Wacker, where no doubt an ambulance awaited, to flee to the nearest
overcrowded hospital. One body was now entirely covered by a white
sheet, while the other had its sheet caught halfway in the side
of the gurney, slipped just a bit off his face, his barely recognizable—but
still recognizable—face.
Raymond could tell it was Jack. He also knew Jack would never
take a cab, just as Rachel suspected, out of spite. He must have
been sitting on the bench, thinking, about God knows what. Jack
wasn’t that deep, thought Raymond, as the body was taken
away.
“What’s going on?” asked Rachel, coming up behind
Raymond.
Raymond turned, with conviction. “Nothing,” he said,
and they headed back up the steps to keep searching.
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